It’s very easy for me to understand what not serving two masters looks like from a spiritual perspective? It’s been an application of faith my entire life. But it appears the serving of God and my own inability to become money savy or wise with God’s money has been a short fall of mine. When it comes to money, I’ve actually always followed a bible passage, “surely if God takes care of the birds and the bees, he will take care of you.” This belief has always been true, so it’s possible I went too far in this thinking and spent without thinking. My money Mystery and my willingness to get a handle on it and be smarter perplexes me. It’s such a bad habit that it’s become natural in some sense making it easy to think I’m serving one God but in reality I’m not. Now the personal battle I face with money reality and failure facing me smack dab in the face certainly makes me feel bad. That reality has s Satan who wants me to fail. I think at best by trying to examine my conscience is pointing my ship back in the right direction. The strategy becomes first the free will to change and try again.
Steward of God’s Money Mission 2020 